this little girl has been on a personal quest in search of it most of her life
she has looked high she has looked low
everyday met with discouragement as she came up against strife
the simplicity of her young childhood gone when she closed her eyes
it was time to grow up hurry now life it had managed to get away
tomorrow brought more of the same skeptics and negative lies
is it no wonder she longs for days of Pooh Bear her blankie and sucking her thumb
life can finally be comfortable because it is chosen to be
feeling so safe and protected with my Daddy Sir today
this little girl can sit still knowing it isn’t solely up to me
though this little girl’s body has changed her inside craving her to feel
a longing for childhood creatures her soothing state sucking her Daddy’s “thumb”
relaxes His girl delivering her to a level of submission only to Him will she kneel
her strength is not in her holding on but rather in completely letting go
releasing all that she once possessed had a tight grip upon
surrender and relinquish giving Him total power and control
the day will come when water sinks low
to the bottom of the earth but the wind will still blow
like the pain from the past electrified and true
the subtle fresh daylight shines warmly making anew
this life we’ve encountered a style You unburied from inside
has taken us so deep wrapped up safely for me to hide
this goes beyond under the covers from the blanket You do swaddle me
the plans You have set forth are unveiling surely setting us both free
Sir You always excite me with every ounce of energy surging through my core
my heart races for You my Daddy whom i so adore
never did this little girl dream of these possibilities
that love honor and devotion could bring me to my knees
not caring of others thoughts judgments or opinions this is who i chose to portray
willingly give all of myself to You Sir the only Man i truly obey
gracious is my soul with every inch of my body You take
far beyond measure more than sexual desire and lust the perfect sub You make
with deep passion love and patience a wonderful Daddy depicting His sturdy frame
Your little girl simply melts in Your arms having only You to blame
serving You Sir is a blessing to always give and please
showing my loyalty to You alone putting Your heart at ease
as You give back to me what i never really had or found
a lifetime of missed opportunities You push me harder so my feet can leave the ground
maybe others cannot understand the depths where this can lead
perhaps because many of them won’t allow their hearts to bleed
the escape as it pours out manages my inner commotion
but Daddy it’s only You that comforts and soothes my every emotion
it is not something i ever forget
for if i do it is the highest infraction with the largest penalty
“Daddy may i cum”? essentially a simple request each and every time
“So what happened little girl”?
They were one on top of the other
like a loose cannon, one escaped without permission
“noooo, i’m sorry Daddy…i didn’t mean to…”
“too late baby girl”
in the toy box for safe keeping until you earn it back
until then…
Daddy has allowed me opportunities and i am committed to succeeding
meanwhile this…
Consistency is key, for without it i am easily confused,
“but why am i being punished for it this time when last time Daddy…”?
“That’s on me baby girl, but I cannot reward this behavior.
Do you understand”?
“yes, Sir…”
Daddy has a lot of responsibilities and He’s not always perfect,
but this is…
this baby girl never knew…
He always has and He always will…
i willingly give to You…
You are my desire, my protector, my leader, my Daddy, my Sir
Your responsibilities exceed my own
my father may have planted the seed
You Daddy are the One creating me
reminding always of my need
Your direction is where my day starts
it consumes my every move especially my unsure parts
comforted and safe always assuring Your little girl
protected from all things like the oyster hiding its pearl
taking pride in the way You own me i honor solely You Sir
without Whom this kitty would never even purr
Your patience and understanding found a new extent
redefining us in ways that clearly we were meant
Your power i am blessed with training and control
only this special little girl is inspired left feeling whole
Your subtle yet stern looks and codes are secretly mine
to memorize respect and obey but never to define
a direct reflection upon You Sir a mirror image of Who You are
Your little girl depicts a perfect lady to those surrounding from afar
never would i let You down or even want to fail
my highest regard is to serve and follow You down each and every trail
Your teachings are for my highest good for You to cherish and hold
to always take what is Yours my body heart and soul laden in gold
How could i have ever known that “yes Sir” is all that i needed or wanted to say in return to a direct order? For a lifetime i railed against authority, especially from men. i know where it stems from and at last i have been set free from those shackles by trading them in for new ones.
Not always visible are my restraints, but i make no mistake Who is in charge and in complete control. my full respect i offer and my submission comes with ease. I asked you a question little girl, you will answer me the first time. Yes Sir. Consequences hurt, but are necessary for training. Approaching me from behind, Daddy’s hand grabs my hair, drop what i am doing as He leads me down the hall. On the bed, now. Yes Sir. On your knees, now. Yes Sir. Good girl, you do not cum until your Daddy tells you to. Yes Sir. Happy, satisfied, pleased, now finish making my lunch baby girl. Yes Sir.
Carry on with the day. Store number one, then two, Sir, didn’t You forget something at the last store? What’s that? Nevermind. (smirky grin) Do you want me to (correct you) right here in the store? No Sir! Answer Him the first time. Yes Sir. little girl is being a brat and she knew it.
from bondage to reality
Awakening the Evangelical Church to Domestic Violence and Abuse in its Midst
Defining Life's Changes
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