just discovering love…

 

a little girl’s fantasy…

that someday her prince will come…

real life happens, we say yes, take vows and then…

                   

we discover our true selves…

                  how love can grow from the midst of past sorrow…

                

prospering joy in the present with hope for tomorrow…

 

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contentment and craving…

Contentment…

  

“a state of happiness and satisfaction”

this little girl has been on a personal quest in search of it most of her life

she has looked high she has looked low

everyday met with discouragement as she came up against strife

the simplicity of her young childhood gone when she closed her eyes

it was time to grow up hurry now life it had managed to get away

tomorrow brought more of the same skeptics and negative lies

is it no wonder she longs for days of Pooh Bear her blankie and sucking her thumb

life can finally be comfortable because it is chosen to be

feeling so safe and protected with my Daddy Sir today

this little girl can sit still knowing it isn’t solely up to me 

though this little girl’s body has changed her inside craving her to feel

a longing for childhood creatures her soothing state sucking her Daddy’s “thumb”

relaxes His girl delivering her to a level of submission only to Him will she kneel

her strength is not in her holding on but rather in completely letting go

releasing all that she once possessed had a tight grip upon

surrender and relinquish giving Him total power and control

Craving… 

 

“a powerful desire for something” 

in Your presence, Your arms, Your heart…

the day will come when water sinks low

to the bottom of the earth but the wind will still blow

like the pain from the past electrified and true

the subtle fresh daylight shines warmly making anew

this life we’ve encountered a style You unburied from inside

has taken us so deep wrapped up safely for me to hide

this goes beyond under the covers from the blanket You do swaddle me

the plans You have set forth are unveiling surely setting us both free

Sir You always excite me with every ounce of energy surging through my core

my heart races for You my Daddy whom i so adore

never did this little girl dream of these possibilities

that love honor and devotion could bring me to my knees

not caring of others thoughts judgments or opinions this is who i chose to portray

willingly give all of myself to You Sir the only Man i truly obey

gracious is my soul with every inch of my body You take

far beyond measure more than sexual desire and lust the perfect sub You make

with deep passion love and patience a wonderful Daddy depicting His sturdy frame

Your little girl simply melts in Your arms having only You to blame

serving You Sir is a blessing to always give and please

showing my loyalty to You alone putting Your heart at ease

as You give back to me what i never really had or found

a lifetime of missed opportunities You push me harder so my feet can leave the ground

maybe others cannot understand the depths where this can lead

perhaps because many of them won’t allow their hearts to bleed

the escape as it pours out manages my inner commotion

but Daddy it’s only You that comforts and soothes my every emotion

 

 

 

 

one big mistake can cause a back up…

it is not something i ever forget

 for if i do it is the highest infraction with the largest penalty

“Daddy may i cum”? essentially a simple request each and every time

“So what happened little girl”?

They were one on top of the other

like a loose cannon, one escaped without permission

“noooo, i’m sorry Daddy…i didn’t mean to…”

“too late baby girl”

in the toy box for safe keeping until you earn it back 

massager

until then…

Daddy has allowed me opportunities and i am committed to succeeding

meanwhile this…

do you understand little girl…

Consistency is key, for without it i am easily confused,

“but why am i being punished for it this time when last time Daddy…”? 

“That’s on me baby girl, but I cannot reward this behavior.

Do you understand”?

“yes, Sir…”

Daddy has a lot of responsibilities and He’s not always perfect,

but this is…

because You chose me…

Your direction is where my day starts

it consumes my every move especially my unsure parts

comforted and safe always assuring Your little girl

protected from all things like the oyster hiding its pearl

taking pride in the way You own me i honor solely You Sir

without Whom this kitty would never even purr

Your patience and understanding found a new extent

redefining us in ways that clearly we were meant

Your power i am blessed with training and control

only this special little girl is inspired left feeling whole

Your subtle yet stern looks and codes are secretly mine

to memorize respect and obey but never to define

a direct reflection upon You Sir a mirror image of Who You are

Your little girl depicts a perfect lady to those surrounding from afar

never would i let You down or even want to fail

my highest regard is to serve and follow You down each and every trail

Your teachings are for my highest good for You to cherish and hold

to always take what is Yours my body heart and soul laden in gold

 

cum out cum out wherever you are…

How could i have ever known that “yes Sir” is all that i needed or wanted to say in return to a direct order? For a lifetime i railed against authority, especially from men. i know where it stems from and at last i have been set free from those shackles by trading them in for new ones.

 

Not always visible are my restraints, but i make no mistake Who is in charge and in complete control. my full respect i offer and my submission comes with ease. I asked you a question little girl, you will answer me the first time. Yes Sir. Consequences hurt, but are necessary for training. Approaching me from behind, Daddy’s hand grabs my hair, drop what i am doing as He leads me down the hall. On the bed, now. Yes Sir. On your knees, now. Yes Sir. Good girl, you do not cum until your Daddy tells you to. Yes Sir. Happy, satisfied, pleased, now finish making my lunch baby girl. Yes Sir. 

Carry on with the day. Store number one, then two, Sir, didn’t You forget something at the last store? What’s that? Nevermind. (smirky grin) Do you want me to (correct you) right here in the store? No Sir! Answer Him the first time. Yes Sir. little girl is being a brat and she knew it. 

 to ALL things!