gazing to the sky as your plane descends through the air
my heart sinks a little more knowing you no longer care
not wanting to bear thoughts of me not waiting for that flight
six hours down another highway I drove into the night
a simple change of scenery from the corners of my mind
turning it all over a daily struggle I often find
take comfort in His mercy knowing He brought me to this
with honor favor and grace I am promised I will have bliss
she saw through my eyes into the windows of my soul
startled by her touch this stranger said I’ll take this grief so you will be whole
smiling I replied but for today I still feel weary as this too one day will pass
until then I will keep talking about it not caring if I’m a pain in the ass
when my silence does come what a glorious day that shall be
the healing may have started for now I am where I am and this is just me
it saddens me to know that what once was is no longer
my heart though it’s been tattered continues to beat stronger
a month is drawing near since we last said a final word
departing of our ways neither one clearly heard
the reprieve I did need from seeing your comforting face
grateful for your time away which brought me to a better space
sometimes life feels so heavy confusing and torn apart
turn the page as we walk away giving a brand new start
all I ever wanted was to love you through it all
when that exchange didn’t happen from you we began to fall
this is not how I want to remember you today
but rather that man I did love I will honestly be able to say…
suchagirl2 
Time to go for a run. Time to meditate to the beat of our feet. Be present in that moment of feeling fully alive that running gives you.
Oh if I could, I’d have run for miles till there wasn’t a breath within me…Monday I return to the box on modified workout orders. Just to be in that space is a fill up. Thank you again for your encouraging words. They ALWAYS lift me~
present in the moment, feet planted firmly on the ground, run as if no one is watching, paying attention to every sound~